This is me enjoying my protein iced coffee. Yummy, better than any toast or crackers. Carbs, who needs carbs? Not me. I do daycare. No stress eating there. Easy peasy. See…I didn’t get struck by lightening! Also, remind me not to drink in public. Does my forehead always wrinkle up like that when I drink??? Why has this never been pointed out to me before.
Okay, I love my job. I love my kiddos. They make me laugh, keep me on my toes, drive me crazy and at times exhaust me. Making meals for mini noise makers and serving up snacks, is tough when you’re trying to eat right and not graze. Maybe if I fed them seafood, liver, lima beans, and canned peas, I wouldn’t be tempted to sample a bite or two. I totally see the kids responding well to that menu. Anyhow, today, that is my struggle. I’m not hungry, I’m truly not. I just want to eat. Instead here I am blogging during naptime to keep myself from messing up my day!
Have you ever noticed that your kids push your limits right when you are on the brink of snapping? The second day without carbs is definitely NOT the morning to push your mother! Kids got up this morning, ran on time, left for their summer program. Then 5 mins. later I get the call. My son is asking me to load the daycare kids up and bring him his glasses that he forgot. My response was, “I can’t I have kids here and 2 more on the way. I need to be home for drop offs.” I was calm. I was nice. I told him that they could walk back and grab them since he was still close to home. Yeah. Then he did it. “Thanks Mom, never mind I guess I don’t need them even though I can’t see anything in class without them.”, was his response. Right before he hung up on me. Whew…deep calming breaths. Who pays for the phone you just hung up on me with? Who do you think you are being a smart@$$ with me when I am not the one who left their glasses at home? Where are you going to live when I kick your little butt out? Let’s hear you say, “never mind I guess I don’t need them”, when I set all your video games on fire with a can of Aqua Net and a bbq lighter! Hmm…I think I was justified in my irritation. Maybe, maybe not. However, I also may have been a tad more fired up than I would have been if I’d had a mouthful of crackers. By the way, he’s grounded from his phone until he learns to be respectful on it. Don’t fear, no bonfires and homeless son. GOOOOO MOM. Wait, am I the only one cheering for myself? Oh well. His sister will think it’s a great plan. Usually it’s her that’s grounded. My little angels.
Yesterday went really well. I ate healthy and made good choices. Scrambled egg and a small piece (about an ounce) of steak for breakfast. Celery, jalapeno artichoke dip, grape tomatoes, and turkey for lunch. 1/2 cup of watermelon for snack. Grilled chicken salad for dinner. Frozen PbFit and banana Triple Zero bites for evening snack. 16 cups of water to round out the day.
Still trying to decide on a dinner tonight but, 2 protein coffee shakes, the rest of my salad from last nights dinner, some watermelon and maybe another yogurt later, are on today’s menu.
Day 3 is usually my rough day when I’m kicking the empty carbs. Wish me luck tomorrow. If you pray, I’d appreciate a prayer for strength. I know this sounds awful but, I’m dreading Bible study on Thursday. They always include a dessert. I’m usually good and bring my own low carb dessert. I’m not even in a good spot for a low carb, sugar free, dessert at this point. I need a couple of weeks without that type of food before I can reintroduce healthier versions of them.
I suppose I should go eat my salad while these kiddos are sleeping. If I don’t I’ll be holding babies while trying to shove lettuce in my mouth, while they try to snatch it out!
Hugs to you all and here’s to fresh starts and people who understand.